3 weeks - not quite long for a human life, but also not quite short for making friends and understand each other.
3 weeks - living, working, and playing with those unknown people, I just feel like there is a special sentiment connecting every piece together.
Feel like understanding the others without standing on ceremony; feeling closer and familiar; feel like loving everybody by a simple emotion without being flighty or flowery.
Feel different !!!
Feel like I am more open-minded without being busy; feel like being myself - not being flashy but frank in this world which is like a cocoon built by myself.
Feel like I am able to laugh, to talk, to ask, to understand ... to care and to be cared whether it is much or less.
Feel like time runs through the finger, and feel the happiness is alight with joy ... flashy but dull and lasting.
Feel like I can do something - not too much but not too few. Feel like I am useful.
This day was the first day that 2 teams worked together; this day we celebrated birthday for her; this day was not usual like the other days.
It has been a long time I have been living in the fake world - the world with me but also without me - the world with two parallel sides, lonely and simple - the world which nobody can touch - the world with only me.
It has been a long time I dare do something meaningful, especially for myself.
It has been a long time I really want to do something, want to put that much feeling to do something without thinking too much but simply do and want the receiver to feel happy.
Sometimes I am interested but sometimes I am scared of my choice; however, I still want to step forward, want to challenge myself, want to change, want to feel, want to be part of something, want to show up and to be meaningful.
For my sister: You know what? You give me more than what you think! Wish you a happy birthday.
For LST and X-team: each card has its meaning, feeling, and message depending on the time I made those cards, hope that you guys like it. About Hiep's card, I simply made it when I have no thinking, so it is empty; you can write something on it or place it empty, it's up to you. You can keep it or not, now it's your choice because that cards is now belonging to you.
- Bim -
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